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he's amazing..... [24 May 2009|09:21pm]
I simply cannot stop.

Even though he cuts my heart I will never find another....
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hmm [24 Oct 2007|03:36pm]
I might be losing Kiddo soon and I'm really scared for that. James cannot keep him anymore and I have no where to place him.

I guess I'm just afraid that I'll never be happy again.....
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[14 Oct 2007|03:03pm]
[ mood | busy ]

I'm around....

I'll post soon.

oh and P.S. I love Spike from Cowboy Bebop more than I like my own cheating boyfriend...


if only Spike was real and could take showers.....


And such a crush on Saber....Gahhhh...

must get a new life.

I'm such a g00b.


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to the point [25 Sep 2006|10:37pm]
So It's been a while.

Same job at St. Luke. New job @ Kohl's.
Hard work but fun. Need the money.

Sick with a cold.

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[20 Aug 2006|05:50pm]
I'd like to pretend as though there is some quick answer. A solution to end the mass of chaos running throughout my head. But I know that the choice is mine and mine alone to make.
To find that answer will be the most difficult thing I've ever done, because of one thing.
Time. Time has never been on my side. Nor, is it on anyone's. Time has been a difficult path to escape from. A worthy adversary to fight against, and the biggest threat to my choices I make. I had yet to find the secret solution to stop this enemy, as I follow the road that splits into three different sides.

One side contains me. What I will become with the help of no one but myself. I can be independent and discover what it means to be just me. This path is dark, yet seems to hold a lesser shadow than the two other ways. It waits for my decision patiently.

Another side is the past ten months. It contains happiness, sadness, deep regret, and wounds from this period that are hard to heal. It holds a questionable future because the levels of trust were never made solid and it has been almost the whole time spent in a period of doubt. the wounds come not from itself, but from my own worry. The worry stems from the hurt and dishonesty of the period. Would a period of many days of not enough respect and love shown be worth the ultimate decision. Failure is a part of this side. As is quick end. this, has been unsucessful in showig it's true colors, there are many secrets to walk with. And not enough security in the path ahead. The trouble and anger mix themselves into the happiness and warmth. Is it enough?
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[13 Jul 2005|12:39pm]
A few pics from vacation....More later

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Pictures.... [02 May 2005|12:03am]
So here are pictures for yer enjoyment....or just something to pass time...


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[04 Apr 2005|10:58am]
This is cheesy but,

I've been married now for a month.

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6 week old babe [02 Apr 2005|07:24pm]
[ mood | happy ]

A New Kitty for me!

A gray ball of pure fluff! ^^

His name is Bebop! And As soon as I can I'll put pictures up!


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[29 Mar 2005|03:23pm]

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WOOHOO! [25 Dec 2004|10:16pm]
[ mood | drunk ]

I'll set the scene:

Saturday December 25th, 2004- CHRISTMAS DAY

Myself, Bobby, saturndayze21, and cantotre were opening presents and we get done and Bobby asks me....

"Will you marry me?"

Of course I said yes.


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yeah....... [22 Sep 2004|09:04pm]
[ mood | loved ]

We slept in the same bed together. Fell asleep around 3am.
I cried and he held me
told me that he was going to marry me.
I never felt safer.
Never more loved.
Never more at peace than that moment.
He loves me and I love him.
When my eyes close they go back to that moment
of total bliss.
We slept together in the same bed.

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Time you enjoyed wasting is not wasted time. [19 Apr 2004|06:34pm]
So this summer will mark my first year of college at Macon State. I've changed a lot but in some ways I'm still the same.

I came across a book that was given to me by my first friend I met here , My English Professor and fellow heartbreak kid Neecee. We don't talk anymore much but one day she handed me a book and said "read this, then pass it on someday" Well, that day hasn't come yet but I want to share some amazing things for this book. And if you're interested go to the library or bookstore and get it.

It's not a bad little book. By the way the book is:

Illusions: The Adventures of a Reluctant Messiah
by: Richard Bach

And no, it is not religious.


Your friends
will know you better
in the first minute you meet
your acquaintances
will know you in
a thousand

You are led
through your lifetime
by the inner learning creature,
the playful spiritual being
that is your real self.
Don't turn away
from possible futures
before you're certain you don't have
anything to learn from them.
You're always free
to change your mind and
choose a different future, or
a different

You are
never given a wish
without also being given the
power to make it true.
You may
have to work for it,

Every person,
all the events of your life
are there because you have
drawn them there.
What you choose
to do with them is
up to you.

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muffins post #498462163269 [09 Feb 2004|09:34pm]
I put this up every so often but seriously, it's good stuff if you feel blue like me.

Hey Kid do ya like muffins?

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I love this :) [21 Jan 2004|09:38pm]
[ mood | okay ]

What A Pear We Make

Some people don't CARROT all...
But you've always BEAN there for me!
I think you're a BERRY special person...
ORANGE you glad we met?
LETTUCE always be friends...
Cause you're the APPLE of my eye,
And we make a great PEAR!


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BIG Fat birthday [14 Aug 2003|02:02pm]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Jessica!!!!! otherwise known as m4dl33tsk1lls Yayness!! You're old like me now! ~.*


That's all because I'm tired.....I think I'm getting my books tomorrow, but I don't start classes till Wednesday. :-) Still, I hate buying books with a passion.... last semester I waited for over an hour and all the cheap used books were gone.

::stabs it with a stick::
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ponder [17 Jul 2003|04:13pm]
Why is it that when I say something nice to someone they don't seem to care or bother to answer?

Or when I ask if they're okay or anything else, I get nothing in return.

Do you hate me that much?
It makes me wonder that all these "friends" say that they want to see me or whatever aren't telling me the truth. And I shouldn't have to think like that.

If you don't wanna be in my life or don't want me to care for you as my friend tell me. I'll stop wasting my time on you.
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so bored [15 Jul 2003|09:12pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Classes seem to take forever lately...maybe cuz the semester is almost over but I feel like my summer break is never gonna get here...

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which groupmember are you?

Billy!!Collapse )

I'm sleepy....zzzzzzz....

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[08 Jul 2003|09:42pm]
Has anyone ever done a research paper proposal?????????

I need help......Grrr!

I've never done one before....
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[07 Jul 2003|08:54pm]
I feel bad for emailing someone and kinda saying some stuff I shouldn't have because now I think I've sorta scared him off...I hope I didn't because I really like him.

I feel so weird going to English class everyday because I've dated someone that my teacher has dated and that's PRETTY freaking crazy....

Question :
What do you think about KARMA?

It's for my research paper survey, if you answer I'll be happy.....:P
I need to survey 25 people and I know like 10 here.....grr.....
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